Here it is, day one of blogging. I have no idea what I’m doing and I suppose that’s how it will be for some time…Maybe forever. I mean that is the caption of my blog anyhow. I’m lost and perhaps that will always be my fate. I have lots of interests, but nothing in particular has grown into a passion. One reason why I decided to start blogging was to find a different outlet to write. For a few years, I tried diary writing but there was a point where I felt like I was just writing down my feelings. I never felt satisfied and eventually grew bored with just writing down my emotions. I want something more. Something that I can go beyond talking about myself, and instead talk about other things. Books, movies, TV, etc. I see amazing bloggers all the time and I admire what they can do. So here I am, trying out what they do and hoping for the best. I try posting with my private social media (facebook, tumblr, etc.) but there is a point where I feel like those outlets can just be a popularity contest and it’s not always about the quality you put into the posts. Plus, to be honest, I’m afraid of rejection and I don’t really want people to know who I am. If the chance ever comes up, maybe I will consider being more public about my blogging. For now, I’m comfortable with just writing down what’s on my mind without worry that anybody I know could be reading it.